This title is inspired by the teacher, Edward, pluralized then claimed.
I met the teacher for the first time in 2002, a little more than a year before he left us. I had read some of his books before, but I never really thought I would just meet him. But I did. He was bearded and looked tired. The illness had gotten to his body but not his mind, and certainly not his spirit. He was warm. His smile was big. I remember it well. I also remember that I did not feel awed. I felt reassured, in place, at least for that brief period.
After his lecture and book signing ritual I joined him with many others for dinner. In between he rertired for few minutes on his own to reappear looking only slightly better, I thought. Others wanted to know his thoughts on many different things. They wanted to know about his newest books, his theories, his passions. I had few questions of my own, but I did not feel like I needed any answers any time soon, I don't think.
We met again over breakfast, this time with fewer fans. He looked better, I thought. The English professors did not stop hounding him, politely but with visible, unabashed admiration and awe. I asked some of my questions and Edward responded with lengthy, complete answers. I do not remember his exact answers.
On the way to the airport to see him off I sat next to him where he asked me about family, career, and where I thought the road was taking me, us. I do not remember my exact answers. But I remember him listening intently as if he was taking notes, waiting for me to finish. At the airport he asked me what my plans were for the rest of the day. When I told him I was driving back home he asked me if I could join him instead on the small plane flight back to NY. I did.
During the flight we talked about a lot of things. I do distinctly remember asking him about his daily schedule and how in the world does one in his position find the time to write all these books, run errands, and be a world renowned Edward. His short and complete answer was that he did not waste time sleeping. No more than 4 hours, I remember the number he prescribed. I nodded. At the aipport about to get into his cab, he looked me in the eye, clutching my hand, and said, I am glad you could join us, you'll do OK, I hope we could do this again.
On the flight back I saw the skyline below and I felt his absence. A year later the world felt the same absence, and is no longer the same.
I met the teacher for the first time in 2002, a little more than a year before he left us. I had read some of his books before, but I never really thought I would just meet him. But I did. He was bearded and looked tired. The illness had gotten to his body but not his mind, and certainly not his spirit. He was warm. His smile was big. I remember it well. I also remember that I did not feel awed. I felt reassured, in place, at least for that brief period.
After his lecture and book signing ritual I joined him with many others for dinner. In between he rertired for few minutes on his own to reappear looking only slightly better, I thought. Others wanted to know his thoughts on many different things. They wanted to know about his newest books, his theories, his passions. I had few questions of my own, but I did not feel like I needed any answers any time soon, I don't think.
We met again over breakfast, this time with fewer fans. He looked better, I thought. The English professors did not stop hounding him, politely but with visible, unabashed admiration and awe. I asked some of my questions and Edward responded with lengthy, complete answers. I do not remember his exact answers.
On the way to the airport to see him off I sat next to him where he asked me about family, career, and where I thought the road was taking me, us. I do not remember my exact answers. But I remember him listening intently as if he was taking notes, waiting for me to finish. At the airport he asked me what my plans were for the rest of the day. When I told him I was driving back home he asked me if I could join him instead on the small plane flight back to NY. I did.
During the flight we talked about a lot of things. I do distinctly remember asking him about his daily schedule and how in the world does one in his position find the time to write all these books, run errands, and be a world renowned Edward. His short and complete answer was that he did not waste time sleeping. No more than 4 hours, I remember the number he prescribed. I nodded. At the aipport about to get into his cab, he looked me in the eye, clutching my hand, and said, I am glad you could join us, you'll do OK, I hope we could do this again.
On the flight back I saw the skyline below and I felt his absence. A year later the world felt the same absence, and is no longer the same.
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